9th of December 2010~~~~

8th of december~~
i m waiting ur call for 1days..but don hv any response from u...i cant stand it to call u~~i decided to call u at 3am~~before calling u suddenly feel missing u when u sleep~~is been long time i din c ur face while sleeping,as u noe tat i m like to c ur face while sleeping feel so SWEET~~DAMN SWEET!!!!!!
after listen to ur voice feel release~~u actually donoe i m angry cant go back SABAH wit u....
9th of DECEMBER
After come back from work open FB and try a test as 2day is 100% BAD LUCK for me~~kena 4D pun enda mcm tu tepat pun!!!!!
when seeing u send me the msg say u don like me anymore i m feel like crazy man!!!
finally u u r saying tat and i noe i m going to lose u alry~~WAT DID I DO WRONG??AM I NOT GD ENUF TO U??? AM I SO BAD MAKE U SO STRESSFUL & ANNOYING WHILE WIT ME?? IZZIT I M LEAVE U ALONE AT THERE??? ALL ALRY TOO LATE FOR ME...NO REVERSE BACK FOR ME KAN BB?????
actually i prefer u lie me...but i noe it will make US more hurt...
bb,i really donoe wat to do once u r telling me like tat..feel wanna die,wanna c u rite now,wanna say how much i love u..but wat i can do????jz crying and crying and crying as i noe u don like it,but i really CANT control it~~frOm 12noon til 6pm my tears cant stop...feel like one of my vein is leaking...feel damn week,headache & body ache and most hurt is MY HEART...feel like reaLLy tis time is BLEEDING LOVE....
my eyes like swelling LIKE kena hit by some1~~i cant sleep n cant stop my tears...
there is no more u,wat am i gonna do????????????
ALL IS OVER!!!GONE LIKE A MAGGIC~~~so fast~~for 9mths and 4days we been together n i will alwys rmb all those thgs u teach me~~THX BB, at least for the time u make me feel happy & sweet memory i ever had..u TAUGHT ME THE TRUTH!!!!!!

ps:alwys rmb u inside my heart & for sure alwys bless u no matter wat~~~
LOVE U BB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WIT THOUSAND OF WORD CAN PRESCRIBE IT!!!!!!

DAMN DISAPPOINTED

As a girl sense..i can feel it!!!!!!!!!
In d morning wake up my mood alry damn feel bad~~donoe y~~
As waiting them i m sitting alone at THE CHICKEN RICE SHOP~~thking wanna call u o not..but i feels wanna talk wit u so i make a decision to call u~~
At 1st taking wit u feel very DAMN HAPPY,coz at least u let my mood come back to normal.....
and after tat u r telling me tat VICKY wan follow u back to SABAH....my heart gets broken again!!!!!!!!!!!!
BB,the moment u r telling me tat i m feel like u r no CARE abt our relationship anymore~~
actually wat do u want for me????!!!!!!!!!!!!!
PLZ TELL ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!
nowadays i m very tired to be wit u~~u change alry..for u i m not mean anythg to u alry rite???
for u i m a very annoying person..
for u i m a fat ugly stupid girl...
I M REALLY DAMN DISSAPOINTED WAT U DONE TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
y mz u wanna treat me like tat!!!!!
u DON WAN leave me but at the same time u alwys hurting me~~
i DON WAN Lose u toooo......
WAT AM I GONNA DO NOW???!?!!!!!

ALL ABout u~~

really damn miss u,bb~~
2day after having breakfast at MCD my mind feel very fresh thking the word u ever say to me~~
wAt i can do~~jz thk positively n c more further..
after sending all the msg to u i off my fon..
i wabba sleep well,i don wan 2c ur any msg u gv it 2me..
when u send me the msg u say u still LIKE her my heart really hurt..i donoe how to express it..don worry i not cry at all..coz i alry promse to myself don not cry at all..to be tough!!!!
i  jz wanna say tat i m happY to be wit u since wit couple..
u noe 2day i m bath all 4cats in our hse~~really funny,u taught me to put HOT water,then pour the water at body 1st don terus put at head coz they don like it~~i feel happy when bathing wit them...u noe y??coz at the same time i missing HUGO & BB~~alry long time din c ur cats bb...
2day keep on eating & eating..
after tat we go to OLD TOWN to hv our lunch although is 4pm~~
it remind me agin d food we ever eat at taiping,OLD TOWN~~
BB,how to tell u tat i really LOVE u so much..actually i wanna let u go..but i cant bear it to lose u so fast~~if u really can gv her happiness n u realy wanna be wit her i will let u go~~really~~coz i wanna u 2be happy!!!!
alll i can say is for u i will sacrifuice anythg~~
dinner time agin..n we go SECRET RECEIPE~~it reminds me how u celebrate my bday~~the smarties ice-cream tat how u show my LOVE TO me~~i miss the moments very much bb~~finally i cant bear it,my tears come out~~finally,but for 3min only!!!!!y each 2day i m doing thgs related to u~~how to live if u r not around wit me~~PLZ tell me~~I DON WAN  LOSE U~~y i m so selfish!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
y???!!!!!!
i wanna LET U GO actually!!!!!!!
really.....................................................................................
wanna tell u u really mean so much to ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
bb,can i call u at tis time??????????????????
may i???????????
but u sleep alry.don wan disturb u at all....
wanna u hv in my life 4ever but i do noe is impossible!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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